my baby's spent
wanna kick him out the door
but the farther away
he loses his taste
and I'm wantin' more
my body is worn
and I can't find a door
open enough
they're all locked and stuffed
this nightmare is cold
went all the way down
town to a place I recall
oh but the look on his face
screaming disgrace
he said "Darlin' it's old
it's so old!"
I'm fishin' for something
can't hold on alone
and I knew he'd be back
he said "Babe I'll be back
in your arms tomorrow."
I keep trying to hide
but it hurts so much more
and I'm running on nothin'
but cocaine and sufferin'
maybe it's old
is this about to be it?
should I give my soul to Jesus?
my heart skips a beat
and I'm cold in my feet
will my blood turn the color black?
and sink through my body bag?
sometimes I'm running
but more times I'm scared
kissin' his lips
know I'm playin' with death
but his eyes are like diamonds
in a room full of shit
he smiles and he's got me
an angel, I thought
and he grabs on and holds on
takin' my breath
my baby's spent
wanna kick him out the door
but the farther away
he loses his taste
and I'm wantin' more
