Interpret:

Ja Rule

Album:

Pain Is Love 2

Real life
Real life fantasy
Fantasy Real life
Real life fantasy


I'm a rockstar Rick James Mick Jagger
Bright lights, big stages, bad habbits
Get high go to prison and evade taxes
This is not what I envisioned when I started rapping
Fuck the mansions, the phantoms, the suites, the cabanas
Because none of that matters when the mirror shatters
All I see is pieces of me scattered
Is it a miracle or is it madness?
Because when I puts it all together it reflexs this
And this is me
About as close as you gonna get to insanity or genius
My real life fantasy


[Chorus:]
Is this my life or am I dreaming?
I can't lie I don't believe it
I-... I don't believe it
I-... is this my life


The talk of the fantasies, the more twisted the memories
I never thought Gotti would leave the game like d r e
Never thought 'shanti would ever stop reppin the team
And how the the fuck is Lloyd hooking up with the enemies?
If this was 03 I would have told you
You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be
I miss Vita, Caddi, Black Child, Charlie
I thought we were tighter then the Marleys, family
But I guess you can't be, in an industry that breeds nothing but envy
Jealousy, please nobody be friend me!
In my real life fantasy


[Chorus]


I'm fantasizing about dreaming 'bout a nightmare
How weird is this, it seems like somebody just lost their grip on
(real life) Fantasy [x4]
I'm on more than they're on, cocaine or methadone
I'm on this money these bitches the upper echelon
I'm on one, reality's on one
It's a thin line, here's to Christian


[Chorus x2]