Interpret:

Alanis Morissette

Album:

Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie

do you go to the dungeon to find out how to make peace with your days in the dungeon writing a letter
 to you didn’t make me feel any more peaceful then how I felt when we weren’t speaking because I
 didn’t cop to what I did. I can’t love you because we’re supposed to have professional boundaries. i’d
 like you to be schooled and in awe as though you were kissed by god full on the lips . I’m in the front
 row the front row with popcorn I get to see you see you close up I’m too tired to recount the
 unpleasantries one by one one minute I want to banish you the next I want to be on
 a deserted island with you along with my three favorite cd’s ambivalent yet in your
 bed we’ve yet to acknowledge what really happened
 slid into the ditch I have this overwhelming loss of ambition we said let’s name thirty good reasons why
 we shouldn’t be together I started by saying things like “you smoke” “you live in new jersey (too far)”
 you started saying things like “you belong to the world” all of which could have been easily
 refuted but the conversation was hypothetical I am totally short of breath for you why can’t you shut
 your stuff off….. I’m in the front row the front row with popcorn I get to see you see you close up
 and I laughed until my lungs hurt I love how you bust my chops you don’t always
 feel seen sometimes you feel erasable unfortunately I cannot reciprocate in my
 current state I think we should be careful of how much time we spend together
 ……..for a while I’m speaking you know how much you hate to be interrupted maybe spend some
 time alone to fill up your proverbial cup so that it doesn’t always have to be about you I’ve been wanting
 your undivided attention I like the fact that you’re nothing like me are you not burdened by the lack of
 perspective people have of your charmed life I’m in the front row the front row with
 popcorn I get to see you see you close up you never meant to be ungrateful nor held up to
 be whipped or wept for certainly not analysed prodded at more ways than one
 apparently you’ve been misrepresented dealing with the concept of arrows being
 slung towards your outrageous fortune
 hey I’m not mad at you guardian I’m mad at myself for spending so much time with you and your
 jeckyl and hydeness I’m glad i figuratively slapped you on the wrist you laughed a wicked laugh
 and said “come here let me clip your wings!”(i know he’s blood but you can still turn him away you
 don’t owe him anything) “raise the roof” he yelled “yeah raise the roof!” I yelled back. (unfortunately
 you needed a health scare to reprioritize.) no thanks to the soap box. having me rile against them
 won’t make an ounce of difference…… I’m in the front row the front row with popcorn. I get to see
 you see you close up oh the things I’ve done for you many a sitch a friend a man’s
 been left for you oh the books I’ve read for you the tongues I’ve bitten for you many
 a new city for you many a risk taken for you (not a single regret)